Monday, July 18, 2011
Ghosts, Spirits, Demons, Myths, Legends, what do people think?
it kinda pisses me off how just because theres no "scientific evidence" that theres immediately no proof, but theres proof everywhere, millions of people got evidence. but they are not of our world, they get as curious and puzzled at times when they realize that we can see them just as we get weirded out. i have had spiritual experiences ever since i was about 4. no one ever believes me when i say this but a bad spirit used to follow me and would whisper stuff in my ears (speakers) only just a couple months ago i got it taken out and also got them damn annoying spirits to leave my room. the more you grow knowledge of their existence the more they come to you, so its not best to get too involved. when i was young i used to hear this whisper in my ear so low it was almost not there but it said my name anytime i was alone but it didnt scare me. they strike at you when you are most vulnerable. years later when i moved out of my childhood farm(haunted place) and so im taking a shower at my dads new place and i hear a woman screaming in my ear, and my ears were ringing after that if you know what i mean, ouch. but at that time i used to have images of evil things (demons, monsters..) and i ended up hearing "hey you there?" i prayed for it to go away it did. years later i wake up one morning and i start "thinking bad" and i hear this demonic deep mans voice behind me, hoping it was my bro, but turned around no one was there. sister used my ipod for the night (and i can not go to sleep without listening to music) so i lay awake for ours and anxiety grew inside and then without me moving i hear a hissing sound. then one night my bro comes over(my sis lived with him for some time and spirits were attacking her to so he brought something with him) our dad is gone and we are alone and creepy sounds start coming from no where and me and my bro make a run for it and come back and slept in my bunk. i dream that im at a store and its pitch black except a spot light on my bro and i fall behind in the darkness and i try to call out his name but im to far away, no sooner later when im eaten up by the darkness i turn mute, felt like someone was suffocating and blocking me from speaking and my body wont move, and i wake up with my eyesight open staring up at the bed boards trying to call out my bros name(the struggling, cant speak, suffocating) but i can only get out barely his name but he cant hear me then i wake up. another night the next week i wake up from a dream and im just staring at my wall and i look at this scarf that had the scariest demonic face and i booked it out the door to my step moms room and i said i had a bad dream so i just lay there trying to get to sleep, i dream that im by this field and this shadow is moving towards me and when i touches me the samesuffocatingg, something blocking me from speaking andparalyzedd event is happening and im trying to call out my step moms name but she cant hear me, then i wake up. but when i wake up i see that the door was open a lil when it wasnt before, then at my moms house im dreaming and the last words where "its concluded its a spirit.." then the stuff begins again, and this time i'm suffocating even worse, i cant breath, then when i wake up my arms are shaking. i had seen a shadow darker than black move when i was "thinking bad" at moms and something threw something small at mycheekss. oh and yes, i forgot to mention that remembering me saying how my sis was having spirit problems, she showed me the claw marks melted into her haunted van's window and claws everywhere. last thing i was ganna say is that one time when everyone in the house was gone it was night time and when i walked across my house a HUGE wave of anxiety flooded over me and i felt the feeling of things staring at me and i was freaking out like hell i flinched at every sound and i locked myself in my dads bathroom until they came home. back then it was scary as hell to be alone here, i swear, i feel like there were many spirits laughing and teasing me those nights i was alone. (oh wow, think i talked too much, haha :}, well anyways, everything is true and not exaggerated to sound true. spirits are sure real, and they are annoying. i've finally gotten them to stop pestering me just a couple months ago. they love to taunt and tease you knowing that you know they exist. i got closer and had more faith in God, he waited until i became more faithful towards him to help me, and looky now :) nothing wrong) lastly i'd like to say is that spirits come and know the chance to do something to you is when you are most vulnerable(alone, depressed, crying) and thinking about them brings a bad aura around you drawing them to you. this stuff can really mess you up, trying to get over my paranoia and anxiety i have from those experiences, sorry this is so long i get carried away :} hoped this helped man!
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