I like a guy that's in collage . . .?

Ok, well umm I've liked this guy for about 6yrs I told him once but I was like really little and stupid . . . He's in collage now i'm still in high school but he's 18 and I'm 16 yeah I know what you guys maybe thinking . . . he's WAY to old for you and if you do start a relationship watch out cuz he might do something "crazy" but he won't, I know him and he's a GREAT christian guy he's the pastors son also but I mean another thing is I'm a bigger girl and he's this athletic soccer player he's really great and I get nervous around him and the last time I saw him and talked to him I hugged him which in the end was really funny cuz to me it was like a 10 sec hug but my bestie who was there was like ok tasha let the boy go and told me it was like a freeken 1 min hug . . . dannnng! but really I'M CRAZZY ABOUT HIM!!!