Thursday, July 14, 2011

Can i get a boob job on the NHS?

hey im tasha 17 and for years now i have had really bad problems with body image. i am really quite tall and thin. . for as long as i can remember i have had problems with my boobs. well i don't have any at all. barely a cup full and its effected my life so much. though secondary school i had two best friends with DD Brest's and ive been teased all through school, and because of this ive try ed over compensating with putting more and more make-up on my face and now i feel like i need it so much it takes me ages to get ready in the morning and i find it so hard to go out the house without my "full face" on. now im at college and things are just getting worse, my friends go out at night and wear really nice dresses i don't go out because im so conscious of my chest, also my friends birthdays coming up and shes having a pool party and i wont go because i don't want anyone to see me and my chest i find it hard to go on holiday as well. and i know i can get padding in bras and bikinis but i have no chest at all and when getting into a relationship ive had boys be so horrible about my boobs. but im lucky to have my boyfriend i have now. we have been together for 2 years and things are good. but im still so depressed about my chest. i have no confidence around people and in bed with my boyfriend. also summers coming and im dreading it so much because im going to have to wear less clothing. its not like i want jordan boobs just some boobs to make me feel like a women. i know because im thin a flat chest doesn't look as bad as a fat person with no boobs. and ive never had issues with weight but now ive started to gain weight everywhere else and not my chest. ive found myself crash dieting to keep thin so my chest doesn't look as out of proportion am i able to get a boob job on nhs?

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